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RIP: nadurah@yahoo.com

Bismillahirrahmanirraheem..

Ya, title di atas juga merupaka pengumuman bahawa email address tersebut telah pun direhatkat buat selamanya. Usia email address tu ada dalam lebih 10 tahu paling kurang. Dia direhatkan atas sebab semenjak 2 menjak 3 menjak nie, telah menjadi tenat. Selama ni mmg sakit pun sebab banyak sangat spam yang masuk, lepas tu lama gila pulak nak load email dan yang terkini dah mula memandai-mandai hantar email tanpa disuruh. Jadi sebelum tenat nya ter'upgrade' menjadi sewel, saya dengan rasminya rehat kan dia hampir pukul 9.30pagi tadi.

When I put her at rest, my heart shattered.. i ignored and went to the meeting at 9.30 am. After a while, i know i dont feel at ease. Something is bothering me. Everything and everybody becomes dull. The room and the screen become gloomy. And i know its not about work.. its the thing that i just put R.I.P

So, i hope by writing it here i'd be able to let it go huhuhu a bit over re-acting isnt.??

there are reasons why i this email add is special and why i kept it for so long, even when it started to collect rubbish mails much more than the good ones.

Firstly, the name NADURAH. its created and given by him, a special friend of mine, arwah ASYDI. He used to tease my name and call me nadur or nadurah. He used to say that my name is actually hard to pronounce when i told him that i like it when people call me by my full name since my name is already too little by the alphabet. Plus, people always make fun of my short name 'nad' to whatever 'nut' they can think of :( . then, it came to creating this email, since those time i was too immature and 'blank' when 'nadrah' is already in use, he suggested to put nadurah. hence, nadurah@yahoo.com was borned. :)

Secondly, needless to say that the email witnessed my growth, sun and rain, ups and downs, naivety to maturity and loyally kept my history. And now i even put her as HISTORY..this also bid farewell to my YM ID and  yahoogroups..

With that.. R.I.P nadurah@yahoo.com.. you will be in my memory, always (wahhh, lebey dah nih!)

Nak duduk dalam kubur freehold ke leasehold?

Di suatu tengahari, selepas kuliah daripada Ust Husni (Zakat)

Seripagi :  Laa saya baru tahu yang orang kata kubur tu tanah 'leasehold' tu maksudnye apa..
Pakcik : Hmm selama nie kamu ingat macam mana?
Seripagi : Selama nie saya ingat memang la semua tanah tu 'leasehold' sebab semua yang ada di dunia  ni kan                
pinjaman Allah jee..

Pakcik : Habis tu sekarang yang kamu faham macam mana?
Seripagi : Tadi ustaz cakap, 'leasehold' tu maksudnya, setiap kubur boleh digali semula untuk 'top-up' dengan jasad lain kalau dah tak ade tanah kubur. Itu sebabnye tak boleh ada binaan atas kubur, nanti nak top-up susah.

Pakcik: Tapi ade juga yang dapat tanah kubur freehold. Awak nak satu?
Seripagi : Haa? ade ke? Cemana?

Pakcik : Kenalah jadi VIP.. kalau VIP kubur tu untuk dia je, nak tanam orang lain tak boleh dah..
Seripagi : ohhh nak kena jadi VIP la pulak

Pakcik : Awak pun boleh jadi VIP!
Seripagi : Saya? Nak jugak.. mcm mana?

Pakcik : Matilah syahid atau hafaz lah Al-Quran. Jasadnya tak hancur dek bumi. Jadilah dapat lah kubur freehold sebab tak boleh nak top-up!
Seripagi : Saya setuju!! :)

Kematian – Suatu Yang Pasti

Setting baru.. semangat baru

Settting Baru

hmm tgk la blog ni dah letak setting baru... edit beberapa setting baru dan clean up a few things kat 'rumah tinggal' ni. walaupun oramg tau ni blog 'monolog-nadrah' tetiba je rasa nad pakai  nama lain iaitu seripagi. tapi kat url tu tak boleh nak ditukar dah so biar je la..

tiba2 rasa nak menulis semula eh bukan nak men'conteng' semula. rupa2nya kat dalam pejabat seripagi ni ramai jugak kakak2 yang mempunyai dunia alam maya tersendiri. Mereka2 ni menulis blog dan mempunyai facebook. Seripagi baru tau lepas kami pergi ke teambuilding division hari tuh. Hmm best jugak teambuilding hari tu!!. Modul2 nya tak lah se'best' teambuilding yg seripagi pernah pergi sebelum ni tapi yang best ialah knowing the other side of the coin of everybody (well not all but most of them). Seripagi tak tau la macam mana orang lain assess diri seripagi ni sebab rasanya tak banyak beza diri seripagi dalam ofis dan luar ofis. Seripagi punya motto senang je: 'Work Hard, Play Hard'! Tapi macam mana pun, memandangkan teambuilding nih diconduct in-house, it is beyond my expectation. Thumbs-up to the training college!!!

Letih..

Di saat ini seripagi rasa sangat letih. Susu badan dan semakin kurang. Bila memerah rasa struggle dan stress sebab hasil perahan kadang2 umpama tidak berbaloi. Hari-hari masih perlu memerah sebab anakanda tidak tolerate formula lagi. Kalau bagi formula, dalam 5 kali hanaya 1 kali yg berjaya minum tanpa muntah. Bila diadu pada ibu matronku, dia bantu dengan pil tambah susu. Pil yg perlu dimakan 3 kali sehari dan menyebabkan mengantuk yang amat. Jadi seripagi rasa kualiti kerja (apa2 kerja pun) macam ter'compromise' sikit. Rasanya pil tu mmg nak suruh kita rehat kan diri dan tidur. Demi kasihkan anakanda dan passion of breastfeeding, kuambil jua (plus ibu matron yang rajin menge'check' sama ada dah makan ubat ke belum).

Tapi to keep the perspective positive, seripagi bersyukur sebab anakanda sayang sudah pun berusia 6 bulan. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah atas segala nikmat dan pertolongan-Mu. Journey breastfeeding ini akan kuteruskan sehingga betul2 selesai. Ku masih pertolonganMu ya Allah..

Sekali- sekala dapat mencoret rasa memang best. Nak2nya bila menulis guna bahasa yang ala2 nak tulis novel hahaha. Apa2 pun seripagi selalu beritahu diri sendiri untuk:

Keep smiling, keep shining

Knowing you can always count on me, for sure

That's what friends are for

In good times, in bad times

I'll be on your side forever more

Oh, that's what friends are for

We are all the best friend of ourselves, aint we?

La Tahzan - There is another life to come..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Immanuel Kant, the German philosopher, said:

"the drama of this life is not complete; there must be a second scene to it, for we see the tyrant and his victims without seeing justice being executed. We see the conqueror and the subjugated, without the latter finding any revenge. Therefore there must be another world, where is justice will be carried out".

As-Syeikh 'Ali At-Tantawi commented on this said:

" This statement suggests a confession from this foreigner to Islam, of the existence of a Hereafter where judgment will take place".

An Arab poet said:

If the minister and his delegates rule despotically,
And the judge on earth is unjust in his judgments,
Then woe, followed by woe after woe,
Upon the judge of the earth from the Judge Who is above!

As Allah has promised:

This Day shall every person be recompensed for what he earned. No injustice (shall be done to anybody). Truly, Allah is Swift in reckoning.

"Pada hari ini, tiap-tiap diri dibalas dengan apa yang telah diusahakannya; tidak ada hukuman yang tidak adil pada hari ini. Sesungguhnya Allah amat cepat hitungan hisabNya."

Bismillah...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Am now joining blogspot family. hmm mmg tak sangka, blogspot is way too easy and user-friendly to manage. Memula ingat, tak nak la tukar blog. Konon-konon i ni loyal jugak la kan cik shima ;), but then when shima told the intention of moving to blogspot, i just want to give it a try, just to have a feel of it. Tapi alih2 terus posting la pulak. Still have a lot to venture in here. Everything seems as simple as tick and untick, yes and no. Ingat kan nk tunggu shim create blogspot dia dulu as she announced it first kan, but this is really handy that make me cant stop! (dah la ada kerja nk setel kan ni, ish2.. ok ok kejap je tulis, a quick one, promise! :))

hmm sayang sebenarnya nak tinggalkan my former blog at blogdrive tu. well, kira macam first love kan hihi. it witnesses a lot, my phases of life. When did i start writing ek, hmm since start kerja rasanya. Just imagine, i can pick my single name as the url. so kiranya, i was the early blog adopters jugaklah kan coz as i can recall, blogdrives came first followed by blogspot and the rest.

Sedang berkira-kira untuk delete terus the blogdrive or put announcement that i have moved hihi (macam nak pindah kedai je, macam la ada customers yg akan mencari, perasan!) very likely to just let it be there as some of the postings are like important events and happenings of the beloved ones.

Why the new blog? Why do i need ..no no no, not need, why i want a blog still?
1) to record happenings and important dates
2) to share and give 'manfaah' to others insyaAllah
3) to keep in touch and live the network of friends
4) to have a moment for me, myself & I

Why MONOLOG?
A monologue is an extended, uninterrupted speech or poem by a single person. The person may be speaking his or her thoughts aloud or directly addressing other persons. (source: wikipedia)

Yes, this is what i want and going to do. MONOLOG-NADRAH is about my monologue..yes, the very mine...