My Fahri: Suamiku

Bismillah and salaam..

My Fahri has successfully passed his viva on the 27th November. Received his call at approx. 1.30am. Bagai halilintar rasanya bila dia ucapkan, 'alhamdulillah, Nad.. abang dah habis. InsyaAllah lepas ni abang boleh jaga Nad dan Aisyah dan Nad tak perlu menunggu lagi'. Hanya Allah saja yang tahu kembang dada bagaikan nak pecah, rasa syukur ku yang amat sangat. Satu lagi nikmat yang sangat manis Allah kurniakan. Rasa yang begitu nikmat seperti yang kurasakan tatkala dahiku dikucup suami buat kali pertama, mendengar tangisan sulung Aisyah dan menatap wajahnya buat kali yang pertama :). Subhanallah, walhamdulillah, laa ilaha illallah....

Just after we ended the call, i looked at the little girl next to me, with her eyes sleeping tight.. kissed her and whispered to her...'Daddy dah pass sayang, he'll be coming back soon insyaAllah, forgive us for having put you in the sacrifice and thank you for being my strength source all this while'.

( Tgk la, Aisyah sekarang dah pandai solat. Tapi tgk mood jugak la. Tunggang tunggeng dgn mulut terkumat-kamit.. hehe geram tgk. Sometimes, dia solat lagi lama dari Mummy...Rabbij'alnii muqimaassolah wa min zuriyyatii..ameen)

Buat Abang sayang,

Congratulations, you have kept your promises with Allah's will. Thank you for making this waiting worthwhile. As we end this journey, there are more waiting for us. Hope this time, we could sail the next journey.. together

I would like to dedicate one beautiful poem (ciplak la tapi) for you. You may anti my AAC Fahri Abdullah Shiddiq, but certainly you are my Fahri...

This is for you...

My Fahri is waiting for me,

Just as I am waiting for him.

My Fahri preserves himself & lowers his gaze

Till he meets me & be amazed.

My Fahri speaks gently

and advises much.

My Fahri restricts his dating-fun

Till he meets me, his beloved one.

My Fahri fears Allah
and never miss prayers.

My Fahri cries over his past sins at night

Till I come by & make him feel light.

My Fahri loves the Prophet

and tries to emulate him.

My Fahri will take my breath away

in real life, just as in my dream.

My Fahri never forgets his siwak

and tries to always have wudhu’.

My Fahri treats the sunnah as wajib

& leaves the subha for fear of making a slip.

My Fahri will be shy

when we finally meet.

And make me blush

& I’ll stare at my feet.

My Fahri will love me for my efforts today

and forget my past as I forget his.

My Fahri & I will build a bond

with parents’ blessings, 2 rings, & our first kiss.

My Fahri will whisper sweet words to me

that has never been heard by another girl before.

My Fahri & I will create memories

of jemaah prayers, qiyamulail, & more.

My Fahri will read the Qur’an to me when I am down

& I will read to him when he asks me to.

My Fahri, my Imam, in this life & the next,

Do you know that I am missing you?

My Fahri will understand my dreams & goals

and will support me in my quest for ma’rifatulLah

My Fahri does not distract & obstruct me

but increases my love for the Prophet & Allah.

My Fahri will always greet me with a smile

even if he’s had a bad day at the office.

And I in turn will adorn myself & wait at the door

smelling nice & looking good & ready with a kiss.

My Fahri will share with me

his deepest secrets,his many dreams & biggest fears.
I will be his wife & best friend,

his comforter, his recharge & wiper of tears.

My Fahri & I will take turns

to wake the other up for tahajjud.

My Fahri will still call me gorgeous

when I’m not looking too good.

My Fahri will never raise his voice at me

but advise & admonish me firmly.

My Fahri will know I cry easily

and will cry with me or wipe my tears for me.

My dear Fahri, I hope you know I’ll always need you

despite my notorious independent streak.

This girl will love you more than all her books

that has made her into this geek.

My Fahri will love my parents as if they were his

and I will care for his parents like they were mine.

My Fahri reads widely, thinks deeply & prepares for the next Life

but never neglects me in his dua, like he is always in mine.

My Fahri & I will love for Allah

we’ll make a great tag team.

My Fahri is waiting for me,

just as I am waiting for him.

Beautiful poem taken from htp://alfaqeer.wordpress.com/2008/05/19/my-fahri/

p/s- Thank you family and frens for your congratulatory wishes and emails. We are so indebted to all of you for making us surviving this 'hard' journey and Alhamdulillah hopefully it can end sooner. To all my friends who are as the same boat as mine, insyaAllah, all the waiting will be worthwhile... inna maal 'USRI YUSRAA... [So verily,with the HARDSHIP, there is RELIEF]

till then, wassalam